My first loss was my grandmother who lived with us. I was 10 years old and my memory is hazy about that. Then when I was 15 (a month away from 16) my brother was murdered. It's been decades for me as well, and only now are some things I'd blocked out are coming back. So, yes. I understand completely.
On a positive note, I received ADC's from both early on, before people called them ADC's.
