| once again my best friend Vicki came through to me in a sweet and gentle way. Her energy always uplifts me, I can still feel the brush of her hair and she would whisper silly secrets to me and we giggled, I can feel the positive energy bubble up in that, I wish so badly she had not passed away in childhood - to this day I still can’t understand or believe it as it was sudden and unexpected, we had walked home from school that day together, I go through what if’s in my mind is that normal to still be struggling with the what if’s why did it happen etc, this was decades ago but I loved her so much and it did have a tremendous affect on me, the trauma was so much I have no ability to recall what anything from the day my dad told me until a good two years after. |
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