Oh, NOT AT ALL.... Frankly you blew me away! What Larry saw was only a glimpse and it made him rub his eyes, but by then Idgy was gone.
It's not easy...especially during certain times of day when he would be with me on our ranch. There are still tears, but at least I'm not closing myself in the bathroom and sobbing. My poor husband didn't know what to do when I did that....He'd knock and ask if he could give me a hug....and both times I just wanted to cry it out on my own.
I've had a lot of losses, both close family AND friends, plus a number of four legged ones, but it's been awhile and Idgy's passing punched me in the gut when I wasn't expecting it. Now I am asking him to visit me in a Dream. Is that too much to ask from him?
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