| I lost my son, Alexander on June 5th 2018 at the age of 19. Sadly, He was in accident that he remained in a coma for 3 days before passing. My life hasn’t been the same since that day. I have been so locked in grief and alcoholism. I have been unable to see any signs... I think back now as I’m in active recovery and I remember a dream I had, two days before he passed away, that he died. When the police knocked on my door I screamed like a bereaved mother. My soul KNEW he wasn’t going to make it. Now 2 years later, I live in an apartment of a home he was raised in. His energy is everywhere sometimes on top of me, yellow butterflies are around me, I can hear him laughing and feel his energy. Electronics go off and I KNOW it’s my Alexander. Some people think I’m just a grieving mother locked in horrible delusion. I don’t think so... I think Alexander is telling me he’s okay. I wasn’t ready to hear him until now. I miss him so much. I love you Alex... thank you for reading. |
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