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Hi, I lost my mother Jan 1, 1999. She was 52. She had Juvenille Diabetes (diagnoised at age 8) and had many health related problems. She had been on dialysis for over 3 years. She had several heart attacks prior. Her toes and fingers were numb. She had 4 toes amputated on her foot. Her kidneys weren't functioning. She had come home from the hospital the week before Christmas and died New Year's Day. I am still broken hearted. The first months and year were excruatingly painful for me. I thought there were days I wouldn't get out of bed or even wanted to. I feel a lot better than I used to, but the pain will always cut me to the core. I know that love never ends. My mother and I were very close. She was always there for me and I tried to be there for her as well. She was my best friend. I am still scared without her. Losing her at 29, I still felt ther was so much to learn and love from her. Growing up I knew that my Mother wouldn't live to become a senior citizen. I cherished every moment with her. It was a miracle that she had even survived as long as she had with so many health complications. Her body had just given up and she died due to a heart attack. She died at home and when my Dad woke up, she was gone. When she pasted, I know that I felt it. I woke up out of a sound sleep around 3am (I never wake up in the middle of the night). I felt like something was up, but I didn't understand, not until later. The examiner told my Dad that when my Dad had found her, that she had pasted maybe 3 hrs prior, that puts my wake up around 3am. I believe she woke me up to say goodbye. It gives me goose bumps to this day. With her being gone 3 weeks, and I all I did was cry, I had the most intense dream I ever had. So vivid. I heard her voice speak to me. And I have had dreams about her since, but never has she spoken since. My Mother was telling me about how beautiful heaven was and that she was fine now, out of pain and hurting. She told me that we would all be together someday. She told me that everything was going to be just fine and that everyone would be ok. (My Granddad was 95 at the time and we worried about him taking it badly and passing, too) My Grandfather lived another 4 years. My father also found out he had a health problem about 2 weeks after my dream. A "tumor like mass" showed up on the xray and when they went into have more tests the problem was no longer there. There was no mass. I really believe my Mother was letting us know that Grandfather and my Dad would be just fine. The dream I had has comforted me over the years. I also feel her presence at times. I used to always hold her hand with my right hand. When my life gets tough or out of the blue, I feel pressure on that right hand and warmth as she is holding my hand. I know it's her. I know some would think I was nuts, but I do believe that loved ones are really not gone. They come to us and some people have the intuative that they feel it, like I know I have. I will never believe that our loved ones can't reach us, not with all that I have felt since her passing. I am going to order the book. I think it will help, even 4 yrs after her passing. God Bless you all, and know that though they are not of this earth, they are still deep within our hearts. I know we will unite one day with them. Sincerely, Kim

I HAVE READ "HELLO FROM HEAVEN". IT HAS GREATLY HELPED ME THROUGH MY GRIEF AND STILL IS. I LOST MY 22YR.OLD DAUGHTER GINETTE, JUNE 20, 2001 TO ANOREXIA,THEN LOST HER DAD, MY HUSBAND OF 29YRS AUGUST 9, 2002. I FEEL IT PREPARED HIM WHEN IT WAS TIME TO CROSSOVER. I BEGGED HIM IF HE SAW THE LIGHT TO RUN TOWARDS IT AND OUR DAUGHTER AND OUR INFANT SON WOULD BE THERE FOR HIM. OUR OLDEST DAUGHTER AND REMAINING CHILD GAVE BIRTH TO OUR FIRST GRANDCHILD IN THE SAME HOSPITAL WHERE HE PASSED AWAY 3 DAYS PRIOR. HE WAS ABLE TO HOLD OUR GRANDDAUGHTER ARIANNE, NOT POSSIBLE TO SHED TEARS OF JOY AND SADNESS AT THE SAME TIME. THANK YOU FOR GIVING US HOPE AND REASON TO GO ON LIVING.

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I just finished HELLO FROM HEAVEN, I found it very interesting. I've always accepted the possibity of life after death, I had an ADC myself and one with my husband, both from my mother who passed on 34 yrs ago.