Thank you very much. Your are right few understand what it is like to lose a child much less 2. Rarely speak about either because the look on peoples faces, they suddenly feel sorry for you or it's like "oh no don't say anything". Makes you feel like there is something wrong with you. Of course after all this time that has pretty much passed for me. Now I actually feel rather special. These experiences prove to me our loved ones always watch out for us. Not that it has always been easy, it took a lot of faith and strength. As I said when my first child passed talking of these things just did not happen. What I knew I just had to keep to myself for years. Seeing people be more open to speak of these experiences will help many people. It's really not so bad :) |
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