I hadn't seen Gordon for 30 years and he was in communicado but I talked to his brother and he said Gordon was fine. Then he called me to tell me Gordon had died. It was a real blow.
Gordon was addicted to sex, and alcohol. It killed his father and it killed him. I saw him in Hell. I can't remember any specifics but I told him to go to Heaven and then I saw him in Heaven. Again I don't remember specifics but he was happy and so was I.
An old girlfriend of mine died about that time. I didn't breakup with her very well and it hurt her so our relationship wasn't very good. She was a compulsive eater and had heart trouble but I was told she was okay then she died. Like with Gordon it hit me real hard. I don't have a car so I couldn't go to see her and she wouldn't call me.
Then I felt her presence and her understanding. She had her destiny here in our home town and my destiny was to live overseas for 15 years. God's will.
I tell you this in case you feel regrets about a relationship that went bad: DON'T, when you get to Heaven you understand. |
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