I know unfortunately tragedies similar happen but I felt such a closeness to her, and have taken it really hard, again today was balling like a baby on two occasions, on and on like the tears were never ending...another adc early this afternoon was so special I want to share it... after crying I told her if I was her mom I wanted her to know I would have done three things-- give her lot of love, protect her and bake cupcakes together! When I said that I saw a picture of me dabbing some yellow icing on her nose in playful way ... I went to watch tv and change my mood.. during a show i wasn't thinking of her and I suddenly saw in my mind the little girl in a kitchen, and reached out giggling and put icing on my nose and giggled...
