I am soooo very sorry for the tragic loss of your fiancée, I have read suicide is really especially difficult for loved ones and so I'm sorry and hope your doing whatever it is to help you take steps to heal...as for the question maybe you could say his name and just like your talking to him let him know you miss him and still love him and ask if he wants to somehow let you know he's ok or that he loves you etc.. ((((hugs))))) peace, come back let us know how your doing
