I thank all of you very much. My mind is still a wreck and my nerves are shot. My son was born 3 months before dad died. Him and my little family demand lots of time and I just feel like sometimes I haven't had a chance to properly grieve. I actually do talk to dad, not in the same way when he was physically here so that is something I will change. I certainly feel his presence. And I would definitely say my son sees him as he randomly looks up or at something and starts giggling and babbling away.
My dad had a very short temper and the older he got the less it would take to make him mad. I just can't help but think that he is unhappy with me. Maybe this is just my mind working. I tend to second guess things. If hear a song on the radio that he liked or something that reminds me of him, I think of him but I also think, well, this is just a radio station, of course they will play that song. I feel like I can be extremely blind about picking up signs and signals. I do have an open mind and expect to here from him. Maybe the signs I expect to see are totally different from what he is sending me?
Again, thank all of you. I really needed different some different input. May God richly bless all of you! |
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