Hi All - thank you so much for your kind words and support. I have never been good at telling myself that I should be proud if I have achieved something - and that is something I need to work on. Doug was the one that kept me buoyant and feeling good and telling me that I could do something when I thought I could not. Still feeling low and trying to work through it - even though for the past 6 years I know that my life is what it is now without Doug's physical presence, it seemed as if that was underlined this weekend - not being able to share new things and living life with the other half of your soul beside you. I will go away again at some point and maybe at that time - although it will be lonely and very different from holidays that once were - it will be a little easier. Thank you all again - please all stay safe and keep believing that the best is yet to come when we will be reunited with our loved one never to be parted again. Love and hugs xxx |
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