Wow. I am so sorry to hear about your boyfriend and how that played out. I totally get it -- she and I were SO happy for three years. Even the last weekend we spent together (just 2 days before her suicide), we had SUCH a great time.
I feel I've had some signs (which people around me have said are coincidences), but no direct ADC's like the kind in "Hello from Heaven." I'd love something more concrete.
I was also somewhere between atheist/agnostic. All of this is very new for me. I just feel desperate to connect with her if she still really does exist somewhere. :( |
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